Monday, 5 July 2021

When Gentrification Outruns Capitalism

Long-haired freaky people need not apply for housing in my city. If they dare, they don’t even get a reply. Gentrification-in-progress in an Ontario city near you! We’re in the upside down where even guaranteed Government subsidy like our Ontario Disability Support Program is seen as an unworthy form of income when it comes to finding a place to rent.


We see gentrification in other ways -- when the lease is king the clauses are lengthy. Rules rules everywhere! If you’re lucky enough for a balcony, therein lie rules as well. Another form of gentrification is our ability to stay cool each summer. Oh Ontario with your extreme temperatures. “Hot air for a cool breeze” is now for the well-to-do and the home-owner only if housing gentrification succeeds. What I can’t quite understand is how capitalism feels about this movement.


My fellow tenants and I recently received notice and recommendation that we no longer use our in-window a/c units. Lowes currently has the Arctic King in-window unit for $149!! Instead, it was recommended that we buy a portable in-unit air conditioner instead. Best Buy's cheapest portable unit is $399! One neighbor complied and paid $700 of his monthly ODSP funds for something he didn't even need.


Not gonna happen here. I bought my in-window a/c unit last summer using my credit card’s handy 12 month, no-interest payments deal. I had to in order to afford it. I am the average Ontario citizen! And even though my income hasn’t lessened since covid began, I still could never justify paying $300-$800 for a portable a/c unit if I had to. Could you? Should you have to? And once again, if in-window a/c units are unsafe then why are they still for sale and on sale at every hardware store in town? What happens to all that inventory if gentrification succeeds? Sale for the homeowner; boo-hoo for the renter? We're already seeing caste systems in Canada where financial disparity computes to being seen as less deserving of common pleasures and necessities too.


Speaking of air conditioning in rental units, have you ever paid more rent to use your a/c unit? This is a common and illegal practice yet many of my neighbors have paid $150 more in rent every summer just to put their own a/c units in. CBC Radio 1 was talking about deaths by heat being an issue this summer which got me researching. According to this CBC article, the B.C. Coroner states that 719 deaths last week alone can be attributed to the heat wave. In 2021, success comes by way of ignorance and fear as most renters are too fearful of eviction to ever question their landlord’s actions or demands. When will families of deceased tenants begin suing Landlords for using unethical tactics to dissuade the use of our a/c units that lead to their loved ones death?


Who ensures the Landlords follow the rules? As Ontarians are evicted for non-payment of rent at a time when they were legally unable to gain income, our Landlord and Tenant board seems to have camped out in the Landlord’s pockets. Heck, we can’t even pitch a tent in this city without running against housing rules. What gives?


The jig is up. Homelessness has side effects. Every single day I read about locals having their cars broken into. This is just the beginning. At this moment, I feel lucky to live on the eighth floor.



Saturday, 26 June 2021

Container Autonomy


Consider your being a container. This container is you, every single part of you. Your hopes and fears, beliefs and memories, achievements and failures, desires and repulsions, your deepest darkest thoughts. You and your container are ever-changing as its very nature is to be evolutionary. 

Sometimes when I take my container around other containers, I feel my container shrink. The energetic frequency that keeps the walls confidently intact begin to weaken and waver. When other containers are vocal about my container, those words leave gashes in the brick and mortar of my being. 

When I avoid those containers--as I have lately-- I feel my container grow and my frequency RISE.

Through societal influence and my own unique generational pedagogy, this Dianna container was built.

 (as was yours through your own experiences and unique generational pedagogy)

Considering that many other supposedly lesser entities are born and their containers put out into the world alone, makes me question the greatness of the human. Spiders for instance, require no upbringing-- no pedagogy to poison or traumatize. This seems like a definite advantage from an anthropological perspective.

For some, container dispersion and autonomy challenge us daily. The societal & religious pedagogy I learned by pushed familial container-unity as of foremost importance. The mindset being that if this unity comes at a cost, so be it. This is a sum-of-its-parts theory versus the value of the individual autonomous container.

Before I started writing just now, my mind took me to the biblical story of the prodigal son. So weird because that book and I are not really on speaking terms. Nonetheless, I thought about the son that left and the son that stayed. I've always seen the son who stayed to help his father as being the far better offspring. That is until just now. That son separated himself to build his autonomous container and that's why his return was so sweet.

What a confusing web we weave where we see the son or daughter who leaves home as selfish but pop the corn to watch the comedy that mocks and belittles the same who fail to launch themselves into a home of their own. This ebb and flow or rather this tug-o-war of feelings and responsibilities and duties keeps us busy in the deciphering. Exactly where we're powerless to see the need for change or the point in demanding better.

The containers being born today have generations of unhealed trauma stored epigenetically in their cellular makeup. That trauma is part of the very structure of their containers now, baked into the brick. Trauma in the foundations, in the mortar mentioned above. Trauma weakening the structural integrity by merely wanting release. 

However, I recently read that trauma is the best catalyst for spiritual growth. And so, if the containers born today hold all of the trauma then they also have the potential to hold all of the knowledge that that trauma can teach. Many of us are the descendant who chose to live this very life in order to repair the decades of generational traumas. I chose my family; the sum and the individual, ever so challenging parts. From this distance I can see why I chose them and what they built in me. Whereas up close, I could not. 

What if this contentment can only be achieved by way of an autonomous container? What if finding happiness requires that we shed our years of conditioning and by now, inherent ideas about so many aspects of life so that we can settle on our own. We're taught to work for the reaction of parent, caregiver, or teacher and become adults who never feel successful. How can we when we're looking for our own success to be reflected in someone else's eyes. Those eyes may not understand what you do or the value in it and that has no bearing on its relevance or value to the world.

Now that you're autonomous the balanced evolution begins. Adjustments to understanding are made as new evidence comes in. Free will but do no harm. Sovereign, your only urging is to create and THRIVE.

Thursday, 24 June 2021

Sheltering Skies


**I recently found my grade 13 journal from about 1991 high school.  I really needed some Cannabis back then!  :)


From my mind float images of a distant land.
Wherein castles stretch towards the heavens, 
Yearning to gaze above the rising clouds.

From my mind float images of pulsing rays of sun,
Descending then reflecting off the castle walls,
In hope of someday tearing these stone walls down.

From my mind float images of luscious plants
Where from bloom ripening fruits,
Hoping to be the nourishment of some weird being.

From my mind float images of crying babes and beaten mamas,
overworked papas and brave sons and daughters.

Yet still the sun beats down,
Pulsing rays,
Descending then reflecting off these peasants' faces.

Like a dream for which my heart feels,
and of which my mind illustrates images.

From my mind float images of exotic beauty, innocently strange.
A distant land filled with sky-scraping castles and wondrous skies that appear to hold a heaven,
But that only shelter the eye from the reality below.

Sheltering skies,
Masking a reality that society chooses not to acknowledge,
But instead thinks of and awes over in dreams of far off lands that appear to hold a heaven.


Tuesday, 22 June 2021

Care to Donate $20 to Help TheraPsil Legalize Psilocybin Therapy in Canada?


Hey friends!  

Through my ongoing sharing of the wonders of Fungi, I've learned that the potential benefits of Psilocybin are nothing short of miraculous. In a recent study, two sessions of Psilocybin were four times more effective than antidepressants.

Canada needs to legalize this plant medicine!

TPC - Therapeutic Psilocybin for Canadians or TheraPsil have been pushing Health Canada to allow the use of Psilocybin by not only chronically ill Canadians feeling end-of-life anxiety but also a small group of therapists as well.

If 5000 of us donate $20, we can improve life for ourselves and others.

If you can't donate, would you consider sharing?

Thank you!  🙂

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Sunday, 30 May 2021

Intellectual Arousal In Progress--Jump In, the Water is Lovingly Receptive

 

Do you ever find yourself so turned on, fired up, & excited about a mindset?

Weird, I know but there's this person whose brain just turns my crank in an intellectual way.

She's like Teflon to criticism--if Teflon were safe to use that is.

Brave ... yes but more than that even.

Thing is, she's digging & researching & sharing the wonders of our existence.

It's like she takes alllll these mysteries & rolls a perfect doobie to pass to anyone willing to imbibe--that is if she could roll a doobie 😎😁



The twist of the plotline for me is this, packs evolve. They expand and contract. You may not end up with the same pack you started with. So if you keep seeking the mystery doob, the mystery doob will find you, be passed to you. She'll tell you how it found her if you ask her.

When did you last walk into a room--digital or bricks 'n mortar--and KNOW without a shadow of a doubt that your words will be welcomed, heard, RESPECTED?

In this moment of time I speak of, she is the person holding the lantern guiding us along but she was guided too.

Guidance comes from high 'n low--don't judge the flock that squawks about truth, hear their message instead. We'll all find it our own way but ... here are some breadcrumbs The Short Shit Show Linktree

Love you Flockers!!

We promise we won't talk all at once like this stand:



Monday, 24 May 2021

Obstacles, Adaptation, & Rising Like the Phoenix

 

Did you know that emotions can manifest in body pain?

Ready for some woo woo?

My hips have been aching like crazy lately.  I'm old-ish, fell off wayyy too many horses, bikes, horses and of course wood piles as a wee youngster.  There's reason for my hips to ache right?

But what if this ache is caused there because it's the area of the Root Chakra where all creativity & a lot of passion resides.

I have plans that keep being delayed.  But am I subconsciously delaying them?  Do I fear success?  I fear the unknown & so, yes I guess I fear success.

I am officially moving OUT OF COMPETITION and INTO CREATIVITY

regardless of obstacles.

Just had a thought.

Do you think the Butterfly sees the cocoon that's holding it in, back, down.... as an obstacle?  Do you remember the story about the guy who tried to help the Butterfly out of its cocoon by snipping off the end & making an exit hole for it?  It died because it NEEDED to be able to eliminate that obstacle by itself in order to succeed in its next steps of creating its new existence.

I made plans to write a grow journal with seeds gifted for this purpose by an up and coming seed breeder from Colorado.  This was going to be one of the first times his seeds were grown & monitored outside, under the Sun.

Obstacles abound & stigma has asked me to remove my plants from that property.

I was somewhat shattered at first but now, I'm good & over it.

If that's all you got, step aside because geography will not be what holds me from rising like the Phoenix the way I have so many times before.  

You better wear shades so as not to burn your retinas with my flames 🔥💥⚡️☀️🌟💫⭐️✨🌍

This revelation sharpened & ripened by this video & the amazing Star Seed, Jake Ducey.


Five Warning Signs From the Universe with Jake Ducey






Wednesday, 5 May 2021

Gonna Take A Lotta Love ...

 

Y'know when you have a tune in your head. It's usually because I've listened to it too many times.

Today I woke up hummin' a song I don't remember hearing.  Mayyyybe in the grocery store but definitely not by my own volition.  

So I hummed until I finally got the title.


Here comes the Woo Woo ... to aid the shift we must love and forgive one another for we are all one great expression of the Infinite Creator.  


Here's the song & here are the lyrics.  This cannot be a coincidence.

Lotta Love by Nicolette Larson 


It's gonna take a lotta love

To change the way things are

It's gonna take a lotta love

Or we won't get too far


So if you look in my direction

And we don't see eye to eye

My heart needs protection

And so do I


It's gonna take a lotta love

To get us thru the night

It's gonna take a lotta love

To make things work out right


So if you are out there waitin'

I hope you show up soon

'Cause my head needs relatin'

Not solitude


Gotta lotta love

Gotta lotta love


It's gonna take a lotta love

To change the way things are

It's gonna take a lotta love

Or we won't get too far


It's gonna take a lotta love

To change the way things are

It's gonna take a lotta love

Or we won't get too far